it is one of those days when i cant help but to feel so awful and worthless. Siya maganda, matalino, mabait, makulit, sweet and well caring. im sorry that i could not give those feelings, im sorry for being me. i do baste, i do care for you, a lot. kaso bakit ko pa ipaparamdam? anjan na naman sila. ano pang silbi ko diba? all these years, gumawa at nagpakita ako ng pagmamahal sa kanila, sa mga kaibigan ko. kaso walang pumansin. pagod na ako. pagod na pagod na. ang sakit sakit na, pero patuloy ko pa rn tinatago sa sarili ko. feeling ko rin naman naseselos si Kim. kaso tangina, siya nga mas mahalaga diba? :) wal naman akong halaga kahit kanino. okay lang, sanay na naman. ayoko na.
i got jealous when i saw your blogs.. :(( fuck you, fine, i admit it, i like and and i constantly misses you. i hate the fact when i feel that somehow, i am feeling of kinda afraid thinking that one day, i will lose you, you will leave me, hanging, alone. its like seven things i hate about you, you hair, which really bothers me because at some point you look so gorg and sometimes you look so fucking annoying because of your hair, thou. i hate you because you love me but you still care for her. well thats given and too fuckery fucking tired to question that. i hate it when i read your blog stating the work it out shit, well hehe flattery =)) but idk haha fak it. idk i cant think haha
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA sige magpapakademanding ako